Wow. Today is Feb. 25, 2017 (ed. note: this piece got pushed a week b/c I wanted to publish my Iceland essay, ‘Travel in the Age of Trump‘). Exactly one year since I was left alone and heartbroken in the Hong Kong airport. I won’t lie, it was a painful anniversary for me, personally. I’ve been writing the story of my subsequent travels in Nepal for more than six months now—much, much longer than I spent in the country, in real time.
In that time, I’ve seen the audience on thisisyouth explode— and I can’t thank you all enough for that. It’s a huge motivation for myself to keep writing when I know there are people reading it.
To be honest, if I hadn’t taken the step of publishing these entries, I would have given up on the story long ago.
For the past few months, I’ve been in a deep rut with writing. The passion and energy that fueled the start of the project has flagged. Where once I was writing weeks ahead of my posting schedule, now, as some of you have noticed, I sometimes miss days or even weeks. This coming and going of creative energy is totally natural on a long project such as this—any writer will tell you that.
It’s the ability to power through, and keep writing even when you don’t feel like it that separates the successful from the dreamers.
Because I’ve powered through, presented my work to an audience, and stayed accountable, I find myself in an odd position. It’s now been six months since I started posting these entries, and we’ve finally gotten to the trekking portion. This is what I wanted to write about initially. I never anticipated spending dozens of chapters on my relationship, in Kathmandu, and playing chess with the Malaysian. But stories tend to take on a life of their own, and each of those episodes is important in some way.
As I’ve written more and more of the trekking portion, the wider shape of the story, the experience, and the lesson are becoming clear to me. That’s deeply satisfying. That said, I am looking forward to being done telling this tale. It’s a good one, no doubt, but I’d like to move on with my life—and that’s hard to do when you are diving back into the past, daily.
But if it were easy, everyone would do it, right?
I’ve gotten emails from complete strangers telling me I’ve inspired them; I’ve had people who I haven’t spoken to in years message me to tell me they’re reading; I’ve gotten work off the strength of this project. In a lot of ways, it was easier when I didn’t think anyone was reading. But, as I said at the beginning of the post: if I didn’t have the audience, I’m sure I would have never made it this far.
My manuscript now exceeds 60,000 words. By the time I am am finished, I suspect it will surpass 80,000. I find myself in the somewhat unexpected position of having actually written a book. A first draft of one, anyways.
Guess I gotta sell it now.
Anyways. Just wanted to check in outside of the story, give you guys and gals a quick note from the author. Life’s been tumultuous, but every day I wake up happy that I started this journey with you. I look forward to seeing what sorts of other interesting places we can take our relationship!
11 thoughts on “70+ Entries and 60,000 Words: Nepal One Year On”
I just came back from Nepal where I was doing a Vipassana course, so your story (though I haven’t read it fully yet) resonates a lot. Unfortunately, I didn’t have much time to explore the country (was rather exploring myself during meditation, haha 🙂 ) so will be delighted to read your story!
I do hope you finish the story of the trek in this blog and continue to write. I enjoy your stories and perspective.
Thanks Vicki! I will definitely finish this story, and I have plans for something else significant to follow it! A little early to be talking about that though 🙂
Glad to have you along for the ride!
I have been married to a Nepali for 45 years, visited Nepal twice a year for ever, trekked in most regions, summited several snow peaks, run a Nepali NGO, developed 200 schools ….. and read lots of guide books and personal accounts. It’s a tough and saturated market so …. find a unique angle or perspective to write from ….. good luck!
You’re right, it is a crazy saturated market. It’s amazing how many similar books/memoirs/stories one can find in the bookstores in Kathmandu. Something about the place stimulates the imagination, I guess!!
Congratulations. Keep it coming, and good luck finishing your story and finding a publisher.
Great work on getting the words down for your book, well done!
Great job. Just found your blog. Lots of catching up to do 🙂
Thanks for stopping by! Hope you enjoy it 🙂
Good for you, 60K words is most of the way there. At least you’re situated somewhere you can give some time and thought to editing your baby.